Rest and Recuperation
I've been working a lot lately and I think it's made me cranky. Worked a bunch of unofficial late nights and across so many weekends, I can't remember when I had two complete days off in a row.
So this weekend, I will! :)
It feels sort of rebellious. There are things that I could work on...but I need to rest. Although I could have taken Thursday off (and apparently, I looked so terrible, everyone wished I had), but I felt that I should go to work. Beta! It looms! And I have things to do!
But you know...upon further reflection, it seems to me that the amount of stress I put upon myself is not directly proportionate with the actual need for me to do things. Other people seem to have gotten this idea earlier on in the process. Some folks may not yet get it.
I can't single-handedly make or break this thing, but I can single-handedly push myself too hard. At least, I had been. The pushing stopped today. I left at a reasonable (though still late) hour. And I'm not going in on Saturday or Sunday.
Perhaps now I will be able to make some headway into cleaning up my room, which is still a repository of boxes and crap. I'll find a storage place and get these things out of here so I can rest completely.
That's my goal and I'm sticking to it.
So this weekend, I will! :)
It feels sort of rebellious. There are things that I could work on...but I need to rest. Although I could have taken Thursday off (and apparently, I looked so terrible, everyone wished I had), but I felt that I should go to work. Beta! It looms! And I have things to do!
But you know...upon further reflection, it seems to me that the amount of stress I put upon myself is not directly proportionate with the actual need for me to do things. Other people seem to have gotten this idea earlier on in the process. Some folks may not yet get it.
I can't single-handedly make or break this thing, but I can single-handedly push myself too hard. At least, I had been. The pushing stopped today. I left at a reasonable (though still late) hour. And I'm not going in on Saturday or Sunday.
Perhaps now I will be able to make some headway into cleaning up my room, which is still a repository of boxes and crap. I'll find a storage place and get these things out of here so I can rest completely.
That's my goal and I'm sticking to it.



