Hormones suck. They just totally, totally suck.

Candyce and Kevin are hosting a costumed Samhain party tonight. But after polishing my boots (how can one be a blue fairy without high-heeled black Bandolino boots, I ask you?), I'm sitting here thinking of how miserable last winter was.

I move in circles of happy couples. I want to be half of a happy couple, where time and distance don't matter, and everything has a chance to work out juuuuuust right. I want to walk into a room and have someone's face light up when they see me.

Feeling this way is so annoying because you know, the world doesn't revolve around me and my little life. I like it much better when I'm not feeling blue. So tonight, I will put on a smile and have a nice time then come home. It would be nicer if there were someone going with me to the party and someone (the same someone!) coming home with me. I'm still going to laugh and play games and have fun.

And I must remember to enter rooms sideways so my beautiful blue wings don't get caught on any door frames.

Hormones suck. They just totally, totally suck.

Candyce and Kevin are hosting a costumed Samhain party tonight. But after polishing my boots (how can one be a blue fairy without high-heeled black Bandolino boots, I ask you?), I'm sitting here thinking of how miserable last winter was.

I move in circles of happy couples. I want to be half of a happy couple, where time and distance don't matter, and everything has a chance to work out juuuuuust right. I want to walk into a room and have someone's face light up when they see me.

Feeling this way is so annoying because you know, the world doesn't revolve around me and my little life. I like it much better when I'm not feeling blue. So tonight, I will put on a smile and have a nice time then come home. It would be nicer if there were someone going with me to the party and someone (the same someone!) coming home with me. I'm still going to laugh and play games and have fun.

And I must remember to enter rooms sideways so my beautiful blue wings don't get caught on any door frames.